I wrote this about a year ago at Easter: There are moments when the feeling of being alone reaches down into the tail end of my spine with a soreness of too much exertion.? I take a long, slow, deep breath to calm my BEing.? But before I can respond the sensation hits my heart and [...]
Written in the Spring of 2015 I feel like I keep hitting my head on a brick wall. I show up. I smile, I lean in. ?I ask questions. ?I listen. ?I respond. ?I share. ?I ask more questions. ?I laugh. ?I tease. ?I am genuinely interested in knowing more, uncovering those unique bits [...]
Soulmate is a term which denotes an acquaintance made at the soul level between two people often in a romantic sense.? While it is true that this experience is often between lovers, at a deeper level the connection is one established to create opportunity for a very deep level of learning and growth, soul to [...]
When men are pigs, what choice do women have? There are many choices including oinking back. For me, I know that often my choice has been to let go of myself so that I can keep some semblance of a man/pig in my life and doing so without acknowledging or confronting the lousy choice I just made for me.
The holding still while staying open is incredibly difficult. I wake to feel kisses on the back of my neck and the warm breath of Him. But this is a Him that has not yet physically appeared in my life.
I?ve recently had a change of location from the dance floor to the kitchen. Which is to say that I have changed my approach to this motion in my life called online dating. Why? Well ?.. new energy in me seeks a new metaphor for this my sacred search. For much of the last 18 months I?ve done the online dating routine seeing myself engaged in a dance of sorts. The swaying rhythm of this back and forth motion has always had the feeling of dance: lead, follow, step, step, quick step, slow. Sometimes wallflower, though occasionally he and I make it to the dance floor for a slow waltz -- even a couple of sizzling hot Salsas.
Have you ever had a profound moment of clarity squeeze through in just one heart beat?? The kind of instant awareness in which something gnawing at you breaks free and springs into your consciousness without warning?? You catch your breath realizing, "Oh! My goodness! Of course!"? Clarity emerges.? In that one heartbeat, you feel yourself [...]