Choose You You can't choose me until you choose you. That's what stands before you: you. And choice. To be at choice with me requires that you choose you. I see the hesitation born from a life time of conciliatory gestures which have slowly killed you within the intimacy of the sacred [...]
A Cold Fog When my desire to feel a man’s finger trace my spine, to feel his lips on mine, to bring him pleasure in return – when this desire goes unfulfilled, the act of self-pleasure hangs like a cold fog on my heart. I know that I could find release in [...]
Delight in Your Presence I thought I knew exactly what would happen And I was entirely wrong Because you are you And I didn't know you Until I did And then it was too late And would have been untruthful For anything else to be Including what I thought Which turned out [...]
Somewhere Somewhere out in the world you are there I feel your movement I feel your smile Directed toward the people in your life Your friends, your family, your clients. One day your there will be my here I feel your pull I feel your desire Directed towards the me you [...]
What is Safe Harbor? Deep within me is the need to seek sacred relationship. This is relationship with myself and this is relationship with other, especially but not limited to a life partner. In sacred relationship, I seek a sense of alignment, a sense of coming home. In short I seek safe [...]
Three years ago, after divorce, I started dating for the first time in 25 years. Two years ago after an intense personal learning period brought on by the dating, I thought I had this meet-the-love-of-my-life thing worked out. I'd done my work, I thought. I'd released the trials and tribulations of past pain [...]
A perfectly balanced equation We two Parameters shifting Balance altering within and between. Activating change, Always seeking balance. Both plus and minus, multiplied, sometimes divided. Always striving toward balance. A rhythm, a tune. A perfectly balanced equation.
Creation of One and Creation of TwoMeet me here in this nest.In between stands my fearThat I cannot have either. Let go sighs the templed trees.Let go encourages the surf below.Just be my heart claims. Night above washes away my guard.Without a word to any oneI feel my inner shift. Already within my heartCreation of One, Creation of [...]
I wrote this about a year ago at Easter: There are moments when the feeling of being alone reaches down into the tail end of my spine with a soreness of too much exertion.? I take a long, slow, deep breath to calm my BEing.? But before I can respond the sensation hits my heart and [...]
Written in the Spring of 2015 I feel like I keep hitting my head on a brick wall. I show up. I smile, I lean in. ?I ask questions. ?I listen. ?I respond. ?I share. ?I ask more questions. ?I laugh. ?I tease. ?I am genuinely interested in knowing more, uncovering those unique bits [...]
Soulmate is a term which denotes an acquaintance made at the soul level between two people often in a romantic sense.? While it is true that this experience is often between lovers, at a deeper level the connection is one established to create opportunity for a very deep level of learning and growth, soul to [...]
Let go came the guidance. Though standing in the middle of yoga, the words felt more like admonishment. Plus, how? I am in the middle of a posture, trying desperately to hold the form, straining muscle, holding in my tummy. What exactly do I let go while remaining in this form?
When men are pigs, what choice do women have? There are many choices including oinking back. For me, I know that often my choice has been to let go of myself so that I can keep some semblance of a man/pig in my life and doing so without acknowledging or confronting the lousy choice I just made for me.
I want the King to my Queen, the Horned God for my Goddess.The man who?I can trust to yield my neck. The man who will accept the whiteness of my belly. The man who will protect me with fierce love And defend?me with loyal action.He comes fully alive in my presence And embraces me with [...]
The holding still while staying open is incredibly difficult. I wake to feel kisses on the back of my neck and the warm breath of Him. But this is a Him that has not yet physically appeared in my life.
Cross human nature with Mother Nature and the depth of experience is intensified. ?When I touch the earth, the deep soul of her reaches into my body filling my cells, illuminating my being. ?When I breathe the forest or feel the ocean's mist, connection is established which reflects to me my entire experience of stepping [...]
I?ve recently had a change of location from the dance floor to the kitchen. Which is to say that I have changed my approach to this motion in my life called online dating. Why? Well ?.. new energy in me seeks a new metaphor for this my sacred search. For much of the last 18 months I?ve done the online dating routine seeing myself engaged in a dance of sorts. The swaying rhythm of this back and forth motion has always had the feeling of dance: lead, follow, step, step, quick step, slow. Sometimes wallflower, though occasionally he and I make it to the dance floor for a slow waltz -- even a couple of sizzling hot Salsas.